With Passion Driving You It Will Never Steer You Wrong
It’s hard doing everything alone. Working 10 hours a day
just to come home cook, clean, tend to a young diva that has a mind of her own
and doesn’t mind sharing it is enough in itself. Then to add to that, I still
have blog posts, chapters for my novels, guest posts, and poems to write. I
have to squeeze in practicing my poetry in any little second that I have a
chance, and by the time my baby is exhausted and ready to cuddle in bed with
me, I’m pushing myself to stay up and work harder than I had throughout the
day. It kills me every time she gets the disappointed look in her eyes as she
confirms that I won’t be lying in bed with her because I have to work.
Some
days I’m so exhausted from being exhausted that I can’t even rest peacefully.
And now that I know the direction I want my life to go in, I am officially a
part-time student to perfect my craft. So NOW in addition to everything I
already have going on, I have to write papers for class, study, work in labs,
and spend time of my life focusing on science (UGH)!
I’m
tired just thinking about it all, but I know that these moments of sleepless
nights are all going to pay off in the end.
Even
though my love life is dead (which is depressing for a love addict), my social
life is nonexistent, and I pray every morning for an extra five minutes in my
day before I force myself out of the comfort of my queen size bed, I will NOT
give up until I get where I’m going. I’m determined to spend the next several
years busting my ass so that my daughter and I will be able to live the life we
deserve as Queens.
#WatchMeWerk
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